Monday, March 9, 2009

the last lab for pharmaco

Its the last lab for pharmaco and its a pretty interesting lab as we can play with the rats. we put the rat to slp and eventually have fun with it. of cos as shown in the pic. These rats arent dead yet. They just slping... haha.


Injecting drug into the vein by its tail. ouch..... pain!!!

Dr Rao, the lecturer for pharmaco. A very good and dedicated lecturer i would describe.


The Ratatouilless.



ha... now u noe, wana bite us? now u pay bek....kakakakakaka....

Saturday, March 7, 2009

SOME WORDS FOR MYSELF

PEOPLE WHO

NEVER LOSE HOPE

HAVE THE STRENGTH

TO

REMAIN UNDEFEATED

BYANY DIFFICULTY!

what is this biostat cls!!!!

Things are not gonna stop there with all the heavy workloads from the normal lecture days until the weekend. Don't think can even hang out just because its called weekends. No happy hour or movies time. I used to sit in front of the screen watching moving programmes in which that is called TELEVISION!! But what happen now is that i don't have time to watch any show or any programme broadcasted. If you ask me any of the current tv programmes or even a list of movies released, just forget about it. I am completely out of that world already. At least not until our sem break.

Anyway, I couldn't complain much as I know the pathway i am going through is quite a tough one. After all, that are not the points that i wanna put it here. All I wanna talk is about my BIOSTAT CLASS!!! I can tell that i am completely lost in the subject. Not that i didnt pay much attention in the class. But the lecturer is way too advance for us. He is from the School of Medicine, who is of course with a PhD level. But that isnt a problem either. The problem that I am having, and i should mention my class as well, having a big problem not understanding the lecture. He seems like talking to himself in the class, and though he did explain each of the slide, that doesnt means we understand the whole thing. Worst thing you know what? He can explain each slide for about 10 minutes or even up to 15minutes. Poor thing, majority do not understand and they eventually study for other subject, some even doze off in class.

Okay. Let me make things clearer. Today is already in the month of Mac. We have gone through a few lectures for this subject, yet all we get is only the 1st two lecture notes. Helo, come on la, since we already do not understand his lectures and up to now we still have not gotten the notes yet!!?? What are we going to study then? And trust me, the slides he shows us are a jumble of syllabus. They are too messy to be understood. This is not a joke. There isnt a book for us to refer also. I mean we dont have a specific or recommended book to study. We are not clear about the syllabus at all.

Another thing is, there is a research assignment that is to be done in a group. He has been mentioning about it for the past few weeks and none of us actually start doing this. The reason is because he told us that he would print out the guidelines for us to do the assignment. And today, he tells the class that he doesnt have the guidelines and expect us to submit the draft for chapter 1 to 3 in a weeks time. Excuse me, What is that in chapter 1-3? We dont even know all that about that!!!?

alright, i dont wanna go further for this. My mind is just too tire. Previous case still not settle and now another case arises. Okay, gonna concentrate on my study for the upcoming quiz.

all the best!!

Friday, March 6, 2009

tired and exhausted

Its been a very very tiring week with the hectic schedule,with the quiz around the corner and the assignments before the deadlines. Its not only the feeling of tiredness and exhaustion, but things did not go on smoothly since a week. Though i spent only 3 nights at my grandma's house, i missed my home so badly. I missed my family and my bed.... T.T The usually me have my family to talk to when I'm at home, and I always chit chatted and jokes around with my brothers and my mum. I also shared my problems with them. One will definitely ask me why not I talk to my grandma when I'm there at her house? Well, there is nothing I can talk to her since I am not so close to my grandma. I stayed there only a few days a week since i started my uni life. I feel stranger there, even though my grandparents are part of my family members. No doubt, i guess this is what we called generation gap?

The only person I can complain to is my friend Yvonne. We shared problems together. And she is the only friend i shared my problem with. unfortunately, this time we were having the same situation, the same problem and the same heart. What heart was that am I talking here?? Broken heart. Why on Earth is there such a guy who would hurt the gals so badly.....!! He was so mean!! With those words he used. So pathetic. And this is the first time a guy reacted in such a way. Cant believe it with our own eyes. the guy who used to be so sporting isnt sporting at all is what I can tell. Trust is no longer exist between us, there is no meaning in this relationship anymore. I cant see the way it will lead us to and dont even know what will happen next. I am already too tire with all the academics and I have no time to care with the thing like this.

Yvonne, I know you were sad yesterday. And I can tell you that I am very sad and depressed now. It was supposed to be fun but ended up so wrong. I think we have different perspective of thinking. He is such a weird guy. That was the reason our idea was so wrong. Well, try not to torture ourselves with this anymore. I have no more energy to talk about this already. Trying so hard not to think about this.

Well, 5 hrs of lecture tomoro will definitely kill us all. Preparing for tomoro....