tired and exhausted

Its been a very very tiring week with the hectic schedule,with the quiz around the corner and the assignments before the deadlines. Its not only the feeling of tiredness and exhaustion, but things did not go on smoothly since a week. Though i spent only 3 nights at my grandma's house, i missed my home so badly. I missed my family and my bed.... T.T The usually me have my family to talk to when I'm at home, and I always chit chatted and jokes around with my brothers and my mum. I also shared my problems with them. One will definitely ask me why not I talk to my grandma when I'm there at her house? Well, there is nothing I can talk to her since I am not so close to my grandma. I stayed there only a few days a week since i started my uni life. I feel stranger there, even though my grandparents are part of my family members. No doubt, i guess this is what we called generation gap?

The only person I can complain to is my friend Yvonne. We shared problems together. And she is the only friend i shared my problem with. unfortunately, this time we were having the same situation, the same problem and the same heart. What heart was that am I talking here?? Broken heart. Why on Earth is there such a guy who would hurt the gals so badly.....!! He was so mean!! With those words he used. So pathetic. And this is the first time a guy reacted in such a way. Cant believe it with our own eyes. the guy who used to be so sporting isnt sporting at all is what I can tell. Trust is no longer exist between us, there is no meaning in this relationship anymore. I cant see the way it will lead us to and dont even know what will happen next. I am already too tire with all the academics and I have no time to care with the thing like this.

Yvonne, I know you were sad yesterday. And I can tell you that I am very sad and depressed now. It was supposed to be fun but ended up so wrong. I think we have different perspective of thinking. He is such a weird guy. That was the reason our idea was so wrong. Well, try not to torture ourselves with this anymore. I have no more energy to talk about this already. Trying so hard not to think about this.

Well, 5 hrs of lecture tomoro will definitely kill us all. Preparing for tomoro....